The Journey

The journey has now begun....

I

I gain no friends
I gain no loves

I lost the way
I lost myself

I live in dark
I see no colours

I live in sadness
I see no joy

I think too much
I expect so much

I never learn it well
I never do

I wanna Numb myself
I really do

I wanna walk back to the cave to ease the pain
I will be back when the sun shines again..

March

Last March
I met you

This March
You leave for your dream

Heart is getting heavier each day
but I know it is not the end of the world
as every endings are the beginnings

there is no right or wrong
there is no blaming
there is only support from me
for you to catch your dream

my best wishes to you ... ...

gloomy tuesday

the journey is not smooth
the process is not smooth
the road is dark
i am in the dark
i just keep on walking keep on going
will i get what i want?
June...????

Play It Cool

I like this sentence very much nowadays. I always keep reminding myself of this sentence. I might fall; I might be up, no matter what the end result will be, I want to Play It Cool. I enjoy the process very much now.

I was following my fren's car while I was driving back just now, I noticed that my fren was speeding. Although I do speed at times, I just was not in the mood of speeding just now, thus I felt uneasy of that. At that moment, I realised something. Driving together with you fren or rather following your fren's car while he/she is leading the way is just like Love. At the beginning, you two are at the same starting point, with the mission of going to the same destination together . But after a few miles down the road, you lost your way and you find out that your fren is actually speeding in front of you. You start panicking and what you can do now is just speed up and hope you will find your fren on the way. You keep chasing and chasing and chasing. And then you start complaining about your fren of not waiting for you although they might be several reasons why your fren is not waiting for you. And finally, without proper communication, you feel exhausted in the end and you give up. The same can be applied in love/relationship. At the beginning, couples may shower with all the loves and passions, but when times pass by.... they may forget of where they are leading to. At that point, a lotsa problems kicking in... blaming, anger, hatred, break -off, etc. We, human tends to forget things, tends to be impatient, tends to take things for granted. I indeed hope the faith will really keep us alive, lead us to the way we want to go...

* The feel of blogging this has gone, just because I blogged in English. :)

Promise

..a promise that cant be broken...