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Out Here On My Own

It is Friday. But I am pissed off, on this early Friday morning.
1 year and 10 months. That is the worse I have ever had.
If you could do this to me, I could do my part as well.
Thank God, everything will not be the same soon.

Studs

Stud is the Key of the trend in this Fall. I have a bag with studs which I bought it a year plus ago in Italy. Not a huge fan of rocker, but I kind of like the one I bought. It's white. :) My colour. So it is not too much of a rocker look.

Unfortunately, I stained the bag with water, and fungus has now grown on it. So then since studs is the trend now, I was actually thinking to bring it to the spa for some 'hydrobath' or something to clean it. So I went yesterday evening to this bag-spa shop at Far East Plaza ( It is recommended by the shop I got the bag-its local outlet here. ) The shop owner quoted me $200 for the restoration of the bag. Normal clean does not work on my bag anymore, so it needs a restoration and that also, she cant guarantee the result.

$200 to restore a bag? I think that is too expensive, I might as well save up and buy a new one; Another Studded for this Fall, right?

Another thing, done.

Another thing, I've just done. My AH! Cant wait to see you, my love AH!

Thanks but decision has been made.

Thanks and Appreciate of your words, but decision has been made, and that's confirmed.

Done.

I did it. One of the 2009 New Year Resolution is done. It may come abit too late, but it came in the end. I thought of giving it up, but when I told myself so, the sun shine on me. Thats the most important milestone that I have to achieve, and I had set it to be achieved by 1st quarter of the year. I only managed to achieve it at the 3rd quarter of the year. Nothing came too late, I've just done it at 10am just now. The rest of it, I'll just wait.

Till then, Best Wishes to me.

Thank God.

Thank You

Thank You Buddha
Thank You Kuan Yin
Thank you, God

A surprise!

I was preparing the dinner, he popped out and asked me not to cook. We will eat out, he said. And that's the beginning of the Surprise.

Clueless, I can only follow him.

He got into the cab first, not allowing me getting in together with him. He wanted to tell the taxi driver the destination, without me knowing it. After his signal to me, I got into the taxi anxiously, excitedly. I did not know where I was heading to, I was worry I would be under dress as I was in my shorts and 5 bux vintage top from the flea market. ( I am very proud of getting this 5 dollars vintage clothes ok, I am a big fan of vintage stuff recently)

Still being clueless, I asked him if there would be a lot of people there, He said yes. My heart started pumping fast. Then, the taxi driver asked him which way to take to go to Singapore Indoor Stadium. OOoohh, I know we were heading to Singapore Indoor Stadium then. But for what? At that time, a big green field was in my mind. Thats the only thing I can relate to a Stadium. What can we do there? I was thinking about that. Then the taxi uncle started asking him who was having concert in the stadium. He said Stefanie Sun. Waahhahaa, rahsia terbocor. And I recalled that Stefanie Sun, my fav, was having her World Tour concert at her home country and I got the chance to watch it!

Hhhmmm.....wait, I know that we did talk about the concert. But the tickets availability at that point of time, only left single seat. How could he get the tickets then? I asked him to show me the tickets, wanted to double confirm we were going for the concert and also wanted to check what kind of seat we got. But there is no category written on the tix, in fact, I could only see $0.00. What's going on? He then explained to me that, he went to the web and searched for people who's willing to sell off the purchased tix. And he managed to get the tix from a guy who won the tix from some contest or something, so then he bought the tix from him. HolinThat really surprised me. I never ever thought that he would do this kind of stuff to me. Thanks so much!

Happily, we went to watch the concert. I could only say, she has improved a lot. The stage design was amazingly cool. I especially loved the way the stage changed with the different lighting effects and projections. I went to her concert few years back in KL, back then, she could not really sing live. But this time, she really improved a lot. And she looks prettier. News reported that it is because she is in love. Love that keeps her pretty. Holland boyfriend she is seeing now.

As I like her songs a lot, I started to tear after she sang her 3rd song. I was emotional. I could not remeber what was the 3rd song. There are just too much memories in her songs. I listened to her songs a lot when I was down, and when I was happy, there're always her songs that appeared in my playlist.

She ended her concert with “天黑黑” which is completely appropriate I found it; as the lyrics go " Now, I feel like going home". Best part was, she did 2 times of encore. Good eh, maybe it's at her home country, that's why she did it twice.

Her songs, always bring me to tears. Thats how powerful she is, her vocal is.

Again, thanks!

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我的爱
绕着山路 走得累了
去留片刻 要如何取舍
去年捡的 美丽贝壳
心不透彻 不会懂多难得
以为 只要简单地生活
就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么
我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态
潜意识曾错过的真爱
以为 只要简单地生活
就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么
我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态
潜意识曾错过的真爱
莫非这是上天善意的安排
好让心更坚定 彼此更接近真爱
我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 学着忍耐
不再怕伤害 不再怕期待
潜意识那才是我真爱
你走路姿态 微笑的神态
潜意识那才是我真爱

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曾经说过, 我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来。。。
潮汐真的把你送了回来。。。

該不該擱下重重的殼 尋找到底哪裡有藍天
隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄 歷經的傷都不感覺疼

我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天有大大的夢想
重重的殼裹著輕輕的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
小小的天流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天

我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
任風吹乾 流過的淚和汗

我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天有大大的夢想

我有屬於我的天

任風吹乾 流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天

天 下着雨
空气冷冷的
发黄的记忆
在杰伦的歌里徘徊
一路走来真的好不容易
曾经逆耳的话
他一一将它打碎
时间
证明了一切

I am waiting...patiently

I believe good things dont come fast, they need time to work out something which is really good before they can actually "dispatch" the good news to me.

To the Universe, All I want is Good News! so,

I am waiting patiently

曾经被遗忘的梦, 我要找回。

所谓人生如梦, 梦如人生。 有梦, 人生会活得更精彩。

我, 梦了。。。。。。。