Love actually

Rented the dvd and watched it last night. Not a very good movie, but the story will warm a cold-hearted like me. a happy ending romantic comedy. Each and every stories is just like story happeing around us in the world we are living in.

Warm, bittersweet, lovely, hilarious, that is love actually.

I like the British accent, and i like the line that goes something like "every end of the day while i am driving you home, it is the happiest part of my day; every end of the day while i am leaving you, it is the saddest part of my day" 2 things that contradict to each other, but the common ground they shared is the love actually.

and what would be love without trust? there will not be love, would there be love???

love actually... ...

3 years

i started my blog on 31 july 2005. and 31 july 2008 is just around the corner. 3 years i have been blogging. 3 yrs time, long enough to marry a man de wei. haha.

i will still write, on whatever i want to write.

i want to sleep

i want to sleep but i cant

how suffering is this feeling you tell me?

aii...i dun wan sleepless night, i wan a beauty sleep for a good fight in the war tomorrow, 0930 CET.

things will be better.
bad time is good time.
i will make it through.
have faith.

Nice to sleep

It is raining outside, at this hour. Nice to sleep. I like to sleep and at the same time, the raining sound is wif me. Now, I am putting on my relaxing music, for a good night sleep.

Good night.

i am happy

ppl always say bad time is good time, ya. i do somehow agree. bad time is good time. everywhere is the same, you will get the shit no matter where you work. afterall, you are paid to clean the shit. and the bad time does brush up you alot.

bad time is good time. i shall succeed.

well, my dream job is to sell clothes, to be in fashion industry. do you think if i were to make myself in that industry, owning my own business, making myself as the boss, i will have no stress no problem? obviously its not right? so kenny is right, it is about how you make yourself to get what you want. stan is right too where he is coming from the angle of EQ.

and well, i might not be good in A. but i am good in X. everyone is unique. and to that someone who commented i am not special, fuck you la, you're so childish. no brain at at all, and tht was why i did not argue to you more. ya, maybe you are right, we should fight for ourselve. but, to this kinda of ppl, fighting will juz waste your time and energy, coz this ppl's mind is juz, narrow. closed minded. the world he sees, means everything to him, he never sees world outside his vision.

i am happy tonight, although i am getting shit in my work, i still stay single, my paycheck is still always late, my skin is not good, my weight is increasing but, i am happy.

I am like looking for answers for questions. I do look for the answers, everyday I do.

Helpless

I'm helpless. Sometimes, things are just out of my control.

It's kinda bad luck actually, but should i juz blame on the luck? whatever it is, but life man, that's life. what can i do apart from leaving it behind and move on.

once i watched a taiwanese show and there's this joker in the show said that if you face the sun, then the darkness will be at the back of you.

this was once my 'green-er' field, but sometimes, things really dun turn up the way you want it to be.

Life, always has its twist, said Carrie.