伯母call我，问我考试如何。 心，被她感动了。她竟然记得我跟她提过我的考试。连我自己也忘了我跟她提过这件事。 谢谢伯母的关心。我好很多了，别担心，也想说声对不起， 一直以来，让您操心了。

A Simple Happiness

yeah...finally I got a new phone for myself, now I can do mobile MSN, and Im gonna try out mobile blogging later on. yeah!!! I love my oo.ooo. Muacks!

心.......乖， 听话， 别乱了， 好吗？

<.B.l.a.n.k.>

<.B.l.a.n.k.>months... but the lingering still there...the touches, the hugs, the kisses ... just unforgetable ...

i cant keep the <.B.l.a.n.k.> with me, so i locked it up, cold storage it. and i will keep the moto, and replace it with 00.000. nothing much, just want to keep it, keep the something that <.B.l.a.n.k.> to <.B.l.a.n.k.> and so i just simply keep it.

my <.B.l.a.n.k.> are tired, tired of waiting for the <.B.l.a.n.k.>, but my soul is still fresh and young. letting <.B.l.a.n.k.> go, giving me a chance to <.B.l.a.n.k.>

I <.B.l.a.n.k.><.B.l.a.n.k.> still.

where does the broken heart go?
why there comes the cr^sh boom bang?
how would the fate reciprocate this time?
what tomorrowsss will bring to me?

Falling in again or what?

Why do I wish to see him afterwork?
Why do I wish to have his love and care to me?
Why do I feel happy getting his messages?
Why do I think of him ?
Why do I look forward to see him?
Why do I wish to lean on his shoulder?
Why do I wish for his hug?
Why do I think of hims under the moonlight but when the sun kiss on my face, the person appears in my mind&heart is him?
Why do I feel sweet of his words?

Do I fall in?

To Dopod or not to Dopod

WiGGly PiGGly says:
to Dopod?
I say:
hi hi........thinking to buy a dopod phone
WiGGly PiGGly says:
why dopod?
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DONT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I say:
why?
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DONT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I say:
i dun like O2, so please dun tell me about O2
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DONT buy dopod
WiGGly PiGGly says:
dopod SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I say:
ok, tell me about it
WiGGly PiGGly says:
i using dopod 838
WiGGly PiGGly says:
always hang
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and camera not working
WiGGly PiGGly says:
no to dopod
I say:
i dun like 838..coz dun like the slide keypad
WiGGly PiGGly says:
NO NO NO NO NO NO
I say:
818 im planning to get
I say:
in mkt bout a yr de
I say:
should be ok gua
WiGGly PiGGly says:
the service at low yat SUCKS!!!!!!
I say:
the shop i plan to go = fresh gear
I say:
got extended 1 yr warranty
WiGGly PiGGly says:
but the service center is only at low yat
I say:
life time software update
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and the people working in dopod SUCKS!!!!!!!!
I say:
is it?
I say:
yerr...
WiGGly PiGGly says:
yeah everytime you update the software you need to re-install your program again
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and their OS is very buggy
I say:
ya..if compare wif O2, O2 has got faster processing time
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and the camera doesnt work at nite
I say:
ic..
WiGGly PiGGly says:
then please buy any other brand but dopod!!!!!!
WiGGly PiGGly says:
i made a complain to them and i have to go to low yat for 5 times
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and still now they cannot solve my problem
I say:
icic
WiGGly PiGGly says:
me and my friend actually bought the same unit
WiGGly PiGGly says:
but my camera cannot take picture at nite
WiGGly PiGGly says:
very dark.. image is very dark.. cannot see hte face
WiGGly PiGGly says:
but my friend's unit can capture at nite
I say:
oo..i got wat u mean...
WiGGly PiGGly says:
then they made a comparison and they cannot tell me what is wrong
I say:
still under warranty?
I say:
can change a new unit?
WiGGly PiGGly says:
yes
WiGGly PiGGly says:
already change to another unit and it is still the same
I say:
huh
WiGGly PiGGly says:
face very dark when taking pic at nite
WiGGly PiGGly says:
yes...... all their unit are the same.... face very dark when taking picture at nite
WiGGly PiGGly says:
only my friend unit can take clear picture at nite
I say:
icic..i get wat u mean...says:
ooo
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and apparently my friend unit... the motherboard has somethign different
WiGGly PiGGly says:
the rest of the unit that sopod want to change for me also cannot produce the same quality
says:
but may be coz urs is new model, so it's not that stable?
WiGGly PiGGly says:
so i wrote an official complain letter to them
WiGGly PiGGly says:
but they say they want both the unit to be send back to factory but cannot promise when they will return it back
I say:
wah
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DONT BUY DOPOD!!!!!!!!!!
I say:
tat's bad
I say:
hahaha
WiGGly PiGGly says:
BAN DOPOD!!!!!!!
I say:
see la, finally i decided
I say:
thn this comment comes
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DOPOD SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
WiGGly PiGGly says:
really.... cos... everytime you press the start button.... it takes 6 seconds before the programs comes up
WiGGly PiGGly says:
also when you off the phone... if your alarm is set... then when you on the phone... the phone will hang cos of the alarm
WiGGly PiGGly says:
to solve it, u need to do a soft reset
I say:
ic
WiGGly PiGGly says:
then the system will earase your personal setting like alarm, backlight setting etc
I say:
huh
I say:
sounds bad ya
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and then, the sms ringtone is different from phone ringtone
WiGGly PiGGly says:
you need to safe the ringtones in your phone as well as your storage card
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and the sms tone can only accept wav format
WiGGly PiGGly says:
cannot use mp3 format
WiGGly PiGGly says:
so the phone ringtone and the sms ringtone is different format and safe in different foolders
WiGGly PiGGly says:
and the 3G camera also sucks
WiGGly PiGGly says:
DOPOD SUCKS!!!!!!!
I say:
im writing down ur comments, to test it out b4 buying
I say:
any of ur frens using 818?
WiGGly PiGGly says:
well..... u need to use it for days before you know the agony and the frustration in using dopod
WiGGly PiGGly says:
nope... none of my friend using 818
I say:
hmmm....
I say:
thn it's a lil bit tricky
WiGGly PiGGly says:
well..... u should really rethink abt dopod
WiGGly PiGGly says:
i'm just telling u my experience
WiGGly PiGGly says:
i cant wait to throw away my dopod
WiGGly PiGGly says:
if u deal with the customer service you will vomit blood
WiGGly PiGGly says:
their management also sucks as it is managed by all ah beng
WiGGly PiGGly says:
none of the managers are professional
I say:
well, i guess most of the customer service here are sucks...be it a mobile phone customer serv or whatever serv line it is...
WiGGly PiGGly says:
well... even though in malaysia the service industry sucks but as for dopod they belongs to the ah beng category

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:S....so again i search for the comments of 818pro and i got many bad comments about 838pro as compared to 818pro, so friends, if you happen to have a 818pro, tell me please, is it worth buying one? Your comment is very much appreciated! Thank you.

开始羡慕回头吃草的马，竟然还有一片青草原让它们回头吃。但是， 话说回头， 我看到的是青草原， 只有在吃草的马儿，知道那草的甜酸苦辣; 还有多少草可以吃。

the lingering in my heart still remains
even all this time
indeed

Historical afternoon - Kissing ass first time in my life

This afternoon will be a historical afternoon as I just kissed people's ass, first time in my life, fresh from the oven. To be precise, my small little kancil kissed the assssssss of a Honda Civic. What to do? It's my fault so I just compensated the guy with 80 bucks. That's my entire cash asset in my purse. It was just a very very minimal kissing, my car has got nothing wrong but the bumper of the Civic left a few scratches. How come yea? Buatan Malaysia stands okay after a kiss but not Buatan Jepun. Not very obvious scratch as my car was stopped and I was changing the gear to 'N' and out of sudden, dunno why my car just slipped forward to kiss people's ass. I guess my car was just too desperate for a kiss. But yes, I admit, I was dreaming of you........

Accident sign has been flashing in my mind, in my naked eyes and even in my dream recently, and thank God that nothing went wrong and I'm totally okay and so does my car.

miss and love ya

2007 - First Quarter gone

Time flies and the first quarter of 2007 had gone. Looking back at the past 3 months, asking myself what I've done. Things I wanna do or get, are progressing well so far. Thank god. I drove to Cameron Highlands in the month of Jan, learnt up or 'expose' to Mahjong, able to provide some comfort to my family especially my grandma and my aunt in Feb; started up my own business in Mar. Those things are just peanuts but they are things that I must get it done in 2007. More things are coming up and pray hard I will get them done well. Suddenly I realised that human is actually very intelligent; everybody is looking for something, something that will make his life goes on easier, as life itself is not perfect, is tough. You will not get what you want all the time, it is all about how you creatively make your life goes on better, creatively fill up the incompleteness of your life.

Phantom of the Opera

After half a year, I stepped on the land of the Lion city again. This time, it is really a very own personal trip. Enjoyed the trip very much.

About half a year ago, I went to Esplanade too. Well, to be precise, I just walked around that area without attending any concerts/shows. At that time, I asked myself, whether would I actually have a chance to step in the concert hall for a show or what. And after half a year, my dream came true, for the Phantom of the Opera.

Let's talk abit about this show. I was very excited and looked forward for the show. But, after the show, I didnt have that kinda feeling that I want to watch it again or I will recommend this show to someone else. Did the show actually turn out good? Did they sing well? They performed it pretty well I would say, but I dunno what's wrong that made the show not attractive to me. And instead of hearing Raoul, I heard Ralph. Was there something wrong with my ears that day? Overall rating to this show? I will give it a 3 out of 5 and I think I'm generous enough.

But at least, I've seen Phantom of the Opera, live show. One of my dreams came true. My dream was actually watch it in London, but I settled down it in Spore instead. No regrets for not watching it in London and it is actually kinda a blessing in disguise.

Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said Goodbye.............
but please promise me, that sometimes you will think of me!

Scatterred clouds

Went to a shop which I used to go for lunch very often last time, the auntie also said I lost weight. ;) How much does she know about me?

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what if he is the one who is not perfect?
what if he has his past, a past that i used to tell myself not to touch, a past that i cant accept? what if his hand holds a little hand?
what if he belongs to someone else, before and even now?
what if he can give what he cant give?

why am i writing this? am i trapped? trapped in the puzzle of .... again?
why am i waiting?

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why do we go for complicated one whereas the simple one is easily reachable?

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Ming Fong dear bought me something, asked me to guess what she bought for me. I had no ideas what she got for me. Blur me. This actually made me think of what type of person I am actually. I think Im not a detailed person. Not 'sai sum' enough. It actually takes me quite some times to read a person's heart, or to understand someone well. Not a good sign.

Mourning

Received a call from an ex-colleague, bad news. One of our ex-colleague met an accident, his wife and his eldest son passed away. Youngest son is in ICU. Life, vulnerable. You really cant expect what will happen next, what will happen in the next second. I still remember the look of his wife, how hyperactive his son was. Was, I have to use the word 'was' for him now.

Life. The older you grow, more things will be coming to you, to your life, be it happy or sad ones. Your shoulders become heavier and heavier.

April first, April fool? April fool doesnt sound funny to me as I grow older. What a foolish games it is. April first last year, I mourned too. Officially, it's been a year. Before and after, things are different, totally different. Just that Im still doing the same thing I used to do a year ago, Im still writing.

And Im still mourning, in the Sunday morning. What the heck, mourning in the early Sunday morning?So what? Mourning doesnt impact my life. I died and I was reborn. And I died again and was reborn again. Again and again. Friend once told me, if the same thing is repeatly happening, it shows that you never learnt something from the previous happening. So, does it mean that I never learnt a lesson or 2 previously? I did. I died after learning something and I was reborn with a brand new me. But, deep in my heart, I'm still me, myself.

Now, pray that the rain stops as soon as possible so that my business wont be impacted.

And then, 我挂念了。 。 。