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Out Here On My Own

Bella

May be some of you do not know that actually I had a fashion stall at flea market before; Cineleisure Graffiti Flea Market to be precise.

There was one yum cha session back in Dec-06, when my friends and I started talking about shopping in flea markets and that really stimulated our passion to own a stall at one of the flea markets in KL. So 3 of us decided to open a stall in flea market, but what to sell and which flea market we wanna start with our business?? We had rounds n rounds of dicussions, surveys, flea market visiting (also ended up with shopping)so on so forth, we made up our mind to start with selling clothes. And then, firstly, we wanted to open our stall at Mt Kiara flea market as the rent there is cheaper and you know, the market is just there.

But I think luck was not really on our side that time, we couldnt get a stall to sell clothes. Only stall for selling plants, house deco stuff are available that time. But we were really semangat, knowing that if we go for The Curve flea market, we gotta wait till our turn. And the queue was really long. We still go for it. We registered our name in Dec-06, and we were told Mar-07 only we will be getting a stall. That actually pulled down one of our goal which is to start the business before CNY-07. So after we registered, almost every week, we called to check the availability of our stalls. Time flies as we know, and we were just keeping our fingers crossed day by day. One fine afternoon after the CNY, I made our usual availability-check call, and I was told that the Cineleisure flea market is going to expand. Without any hesitations, I took a day off the next day and went for registration for a stall there. We got it, you see?! Finally. After the registration n payment made, I went to get some stocks and some ‘open stall equipments’ coz that coming weekend, I was going to open stall for my business. Excited!

The flea market opens every sat and sun, 10am till 10pm. But stall owner is requested to be there like 9-930am to draw lots. So which stall that you gonna get on that day, it all depends on ur luck. If luck smiles at you, then you’ll get a better stall which is nearer to the main entrance of the Cineleisure. Main entrance to Cineleisure is the door when you step in, there is this Fossil shop on your left, and Genki Sushi will be on your right. A lot of people get confused of the main entrance of Cineleisure I dunno why. And the flea market, is just on the street right in front of the main entrance.

I really like selling clothes. After one hard day of selling, you’ll really feel exhausted physically but your mind will be flying up above the sky . But the satisfaction is just there. You’ll be so happy seeing people buying your clothes, coz this shows that your taste is up to certain standard and someone out there recognise it and appreciate it by buying it. I really put my 200% effort in it. And in return, my return was not that bad. But since I have another cream to catch, and my partner’s going to take care for her house reno, we stopped our business, as of now.

Oh ya, I like being called mini boss ( sih tau poh ) also. It’s like for once, you are the boss and not your boss in workplace is the boss kinda thing. hahaha.

Weekend is coming, and I miss selling at flea market and I miss being called sih tau poh.

And, ya, we named our stall as "Bella".

it will be less words, less parts; it will be new, it will be change.
for the better.

Do Good

No String Attached! Freedom. Good.
Continue Marching towards my Goal! Good.
Welcoming love of my life. Good!
Forgotten as the past, coz history will last. God! ... is a gal!!!
Environment does actually shape oneself. not a bad thing. GOOD!

will continue my Good list...PMS...mood swing...dun like it...

Feeling GOOD making way, MY WAY!

it does not matter anymore. if you dun like seeing me in there, then i WILL make way. but why do i need to?

just for the *&(*#$%? im bothered. im unhappy. but i dun care, i wanna find back the happy-bee that was lost few days back.
happy-bee, where r u? yes, im here, in ur heart.ok, i dun care, i dun give a damn, but i will handle it professionally,
i will do it in a diplomatic way, FOR THIS VERY LAST TIME. FOR THIS STUPID FUCKING LAST TIME IM TELLING YOU!!!

I wanna throw it away, let it be at my back; and i dun wanna be bothered again. im making way, the bee way, MY WAY!


I'll hold on to what i want, im clear and totally clear about it!
and I wanna thank you, my dear who is always be there for me!
and i wanna thank you too, UP, see you at 11 later.

throw away the negativities, what a nice experienceeee.
welcoming and attracting what i want, what a superb feel.

AM I ?

All that glitters is not gold; so Am I playing with the fire?

Again

Again, I was asked why do I make a sudden change and move to S'pore? Have they ever thought that I'd been searching for this so called my dream job ( always want a job that can fly me out of the country )for quite some times?? At least 10 mths ago, I had already started searching?

And again, I was asked .....

I dun care what you people look at me, I just wanna get what I wanna get. And I wanna be focus on getting things that I want, and I am being focus.

And what's wrong with S'pore? I love shopping here, the shoesthe clothes the accessories the beers the pubs the night life here...M.A.C & Aldo are my new lovers now.

How about the people here then? The people here sucks? May be I've not encountered any suckie typical Singaporean yet, so far those S'pore born ppl are very nice to me. Those Msian that had settled here for quite some times and being quite successfully in their life are even worse I tell you. So I dun care if I'll meet those mean people. Bitch it out insteed of bleed it out!

I dun give a darn; I just want what I want and I am going to get it on my bare foot, with my little hands.

My 1st Book in S'pore

下雨天

不要因为当天你丢下我而感到内疚; 我们只是看清楚, 原来不懂的事, 我们都没错. 答应和你分手, 就决定让你自由.

身上留过你的沓图, 我怎么可能不在乎; 曾经深爱过的心, 怎么可能还没感觉.

绕了一圈圈越想念谁, 我已经不敢再猜测; 电影终有结束的时刻.

多少的夜就这样开着灯到另一个夜, 回忆一触即发如何忍住眼泪?

有时候一些东西真的好像命中注定。 今天自己所面对,所经历的点点滴滴就好像某人曾经所面对,所经历的。 所以我领悟了, 学懂了, 也就让步了。

是非题

歌手:范玮琪
专辑:哲学家

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

周杰伦回来了



听着周杰伦的彩虹, 听见了刚出道的周杰伦。 很想念刚出道的他的那把声音和作品。 他在演绎这一首歌时, 就好像他唱着当初的你比从前快乐, 好忧郁, 好沧桑;整颗心都被那首歌挖出来似的, 真的很棒。

整张专辑里, 有着很周杰伦风格的作品, 也有很全新的尝试, 比如主打歌牛仔很忙, 阳光宅男和甜甜地, 都有很清新的感觉。 方文山周杰伦这一对最佳拍档, 棒极了。

我的回忆, 也因为专辑里最后一首歌。。。。。。

周杰伦回来了。

当我以为一切都很好时,我错了。 事实并非我想像地好。是我想多了吗? 但,直觉告诉我,危机来了。

SECHTIB

As we grow older, we tend to meet up/deal with even more different types of people; esp those nasty people, the SECHTIB I name them. Well, really have to be ychtib to deal with these kinda people. Happy being chtib!

A Month

It has been officially 1 month since I moved to Spore. I came here on 7 Oct and today is 8 Nov already. I am already pretty much settled down here, many thanks to friends who helped up in my relocation and also my new home.

Well, things seem good so far, I'm already get used to the life here. Join in the Malaysian in Sg community, and I hope it is really a community where all Msians here can get together and things like that and I know it will be a nice one.

What else to talk about? Oh yea, my small little HDB unit is nice. Just nice for 3 of us. My housemates are Kenny and Ee Von. Kenny is like our brother and Ee Von is like my younger sister. The location is nice too, within walking distance, about 7 mins walk will reach the MRT station. And there is a shopping mall there too. Not a very big shopping mall but it is just nice for me to shop. Have already gotten some shirts and shoes there though.

My office requires me to wear formal wear, casual only on Friday. Love wearing formal wear now particularly love wearing white top and black pencil skirt ( im such a nerd/dull person isnt it? ) although my colls are not so into formal wear, they are pretty much smart casual though.

And I love going happy hour after work. Drinks during happy hour are cheap. Hehe...Hmmm, ever since coming back from Italy, Im so into alchohol :( Kaki botol I was called..sobss...

I hope my stay here will really be a nice one.

懒懒地午后,无意间听见这一首歌:

不知不觉又过了几天 我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略美丽的世界 不情不愿走在谁身边

我想我适应了一切 这一切没你的世界
某条路某条街 某首歌某截点某种熟悉的路径却刺眼
不碰决不跨越 为自己留一些 安全界限
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发觉 空气里面 依旧飘散着记忆的气味
是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我 在爱上你的那瞬间 就困在围墙里面

某条路某条街 某首歌某截点某种熟悉的路径却刺眼
不碰决不跨越 为自己留一些 安全界限
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发觉 空气里面 依旧飘散着记忆的气味
是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我 在爱上你的那瞬间 就困在围墙里面

We gotta Pump it up



like this place @ Clarke Quay a lot, there is for sure a return to this place.

Too sweet is never good for health

This morning after waking up, I tot I've cleared most of the doubts that I have recently, and I tot Im back to normal. I was bit out for the past few days though.

But, now I guess I was wrong. I'm lost still. There's this saying in Chinese, "there is no cats that dont eat fish in this world". Well, that's true right? When you are proposed with sweet stuff, you would just grab, wouldnt you?

Well, I'm attached to sweeties, cant get rid of it; although rationally, I want to cut it down.

Too sweet is never good for health.