• I was back to KL for a business trip last week. And I found out that radio stations back home is more interesting and nice. I dunno why. Maybe because I am working in the dead city now.
  
• Finally, I am about to explore another new country. This country will be totally fresh to me. New to me. And I am excited about it. Plus the point that I will be going around the island alone, I can say that I am thrillllleedd.
  
• It was a simple dinner and simple night out. No fine dining, no heavy makeups, no dresses. But I was glad that there's wine and there's flowers. And most importantly, there's someone there.
• I am still praying very hard...very very hard for that particular thing that I am eyeing on.
• The sign of aging is getting on me. And that also tells me that I will not want to accept any flowers on special events, I should plan further for my future.
  
• Things are quite positive, and I should thank God for giving this to me.
  

Dont like means Dont like

In this world, there is just someone whom you dont like. I mean, I dont like. Yes, I dont like someone, I dont like to see her face, I dont like her voice, I dont like the way she talks and I hate the busy-body part of her, yes, not just dont like, it is up to the level of 'hate'. The thing I hate her most is when she whispering into other person's ear while she's checking out the target that she's whispering about. This is so rude. This is not polite at all.

Conclusion, I dont like her. And that's it!

明明好好的， 不知为什么突然间很想一个人躲在家里喝闷酒然后好好地哭一场。。。
。。。 静茹的歌， 快让我哭了。。。
也因为她的歌。。。提醒我， 人， 总有些情绪，总不能每一天都风平浪静； 人生是充满喜怒哀乐的。 人活得越老，就应该好好体验人生的高低； 从中 品尝它的乐趣。

2009, the year of Ox and the number 30.

2009, a new year; and it is the year of Ox in the lunar calendar. 2009 means a lot to me I suppose, as I will be turning 30 this year. I gotto say bye to the 20s. In my life, I will never have the age starting with "2x" anymore.

Was telling my colleagues that I will be turning 30 this year, and they could not believe that. hehe, good sign huh, meaning I look younger:p and For those who already in their 30s or 40s, they told me that turning 30 is a significant thing in the life; as you will feel you are not young anymore. They also told me that when you reach 40, you will not have that kinda feeling, 30 is the significant year for you to feel the 'impact'.

During CNY break, I read the newspaper about the article talking about people turning 30 this year. There are certains thing that these people need to do since they are turning 30 this year. And I guess most of the points in that article are quite true and I should follow.

How do I feel to be at age 30, or.....to turn 30 soon? I think I feel that I am getting old, haha, for sure, especially physically. I no longer can 'sustain' till 2-3am in the club, I am planning to buy the anti aging products, I should right? But most importantly, I feel serious about life; especially working life. There is still certain thing that I havent achieved and praying hard, I will achieve that in this year, the year I am turning 30!

What else do I feel/experience in this 30 years? I learn to love ME first above any other things. That is very important. Without loving ourselves, how can we love others right? Loving myself also means that I spend less time being depressed, buying myself more things, do more massages, go facial more often, and even the home spa- mask, mask is very important and very good for your skin. Not only mask for your face, I discover this foot mask at Watson, it is very good. After you apply that, your foot looks more radiant.wahahaha. But with the current recession, I think I must spend wisely, not to over spend, not to spend unnessary money....hehe :p

New Year resolution? To change job. All the best to me, I know for sure there is something good outthere for me to grab, it is just the matter of time. I know this year will be a busy year for me, but, I know for sure, I will enjoy my life.

Love you! muackss.