First Love

First Love is unforgettable? always? I thought I do a good work all the while. I do not think of him anymore. But why, when I looked at his daughter's picture, my heart is in big pain? I should not feel this pain, seriously I should not. The best is always the one we cant get I guess. Sigh, it was really a good idea for not being invited for his wedding dinner.

随性的 You Tube 80 年代的歌曲， 歌词好淳朴， 很简单直接， MV也很简单； 就像以前的爱也很纯， 很简单。 现代社会， 多了好多好多的元素， 很复杂， 很不简单。

The power of Facebook

I really cant believe it. I searched thru high and low in facebook for 'it', but i didnt get anything. Today, now, like 5mins ago, i accidentally saw 'it' from a friend's FB album. Omg, I cant believe it! Should i take further action on 'it'? Should i should i should iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii?

I know thing will not be easy....but ...should i just try? or should i just.............

omg...i need to calm down now. take a deep breath. take a deep breath.

The show that is called Showing Off

I am gonna write you this post about Showing off, among girls of coz.

Showing of number:-

1. Girl who has a rich bf/hubby or who can earn quite a good living with show off the branded stuff they have( anything from head to toe ) to her girl-friends. Mostly to her girl-friends, coz they know guys wont 'appreciate' it. Through chatting, through live showing off ie to carry/wear it etc etc. Showing off in what sense? As in what? There is no use for me to go into details. You know them well.

2. Girl who has a rich bf/hubby or who can earn quite a good living with show off the jewelry they have to her girl-friends. The tangible luxury asset group.

3. Girl who has a rich bf/hubby or who can earn quite a good living with show off the branded stuff( anything from head to toe ) to her girl-friends. The tangible luxury asset group also.

4. Girl who does not have a rich bf/hubby or who cannot earn quite a good living with show off but with career minded with show off their career, their knowledge to her friends; not just her girl-friends; coz she has intangible knowledge that she thinks guys will 'appreciate' it.

5. Girl who does not have a rich bf/hubby or who cannot earn quite a good living but with career minded will show off their career, their knowledge to her friends; not just her girl-friends; coz she has intangible knowledge that she thinks guys will 'appreciate' it. This category, the girl will most probably show off her tangible 'assets' to her girl-friend.

6. Girl who has a rich bf/hubby or who cannot earn quite a good living but with career minded will show off their career, their knowledge to her friends; not just her girl-friends; coz she has intangible knowledge that she thinks guys will 'appreciate' it.

7. Girl who has a rich bf/hubby or who can earn quite a good living but not willing to spend on luxury goods will show off their 'inner-beauty' by pumping money for charity.

8. Girl who does not have a rich bf/hubby or who cannot earn quite a good living or someone with not so much of career minded will show off the TLC she gets from her bf/hubby; or how clever how cute how pretty their kids are.

the list will go on n on n on n on.....on the show called Showing off, everywhere, anytime. Stay tune!

愛得太晚

很久沒和爸爸貼心交談,
卻發現他動作滄桑緩慢,
滿臉皺紋漫長,
見證我成長
內疚也心酸,
時間太趕,愛得太晚

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listening to this song, feel so sad. My parents are getting old, esp my dad. What I can do for him? he wont get a single cent from his kids, so giving him money is not a good choice. Buying him higher end Dunhill? Yes I did although I was not willing to. Spending time with him is the best I think. I will remember the time he hold my hand to walk me down the stage when I was with this high heel on my bro's wedding. I will remember that.

Current Fav

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Another sad song
Tears......