风筝断了线
钢琴弹不出乐曲
沟通不再有回应
就让它成为过去吧
还是会有以后的

I've learned to look forward, when things didnt go my way, it pained me but I looked forward for my another plan to come true. Again and again. It made me stronger and stronger. But, this time, certain things I cant look forward anymore as there is no more next plan, no more future. It ended. Detached. So I have to start a new "looking forward", look forward to some new plans, to prepare for the next run, to prepare for a new journey.

It was like a dream, and now I woke up to face the real world. I woke up too fast from my dream, leaving the"undonesssss" behind.

提提笔，写一写

小柔在人潮里东穿西撞的， 好不容易搭上拥挤的电车，心里却是空虚得很。 每每下了班，她总是不知该往哪儿去。 自从分手后，小柔特别容易感到寂寞，害怕一个人独自呆在家里无所事事。 想想回家只不过是对着冰冷的公寓，她还是往书局里逛去。

随手从书架上拿了本杂志，点了杯热茶，选了个没什么人的角落，小柔慢慢翻阅那本杂志。 现代人的阅读风气，越来越坏了，连从小爱书的小柔，最近总是泡些八卦杂志。


翻着翻着，小柔突然


待续

was digging out my old mails received beginning of the year... and just realised that i've gone till this far and i've gained so much so far.
a bumpy journey for me but it is definitely a fruitful one...
may the light shine on me ...

now we are at the ending part of 2006, how much 'new yr resolutions' have u achieved and how many more to go ? this is the last quarter of the year so hurry up