Thanks, but no thanks for your publication. Sometimes it is good to know where to draw the line and when to keep your mouth shut!

sometimes, there are just things that you wanna know but you cannot ask. strange but that's the fact.

It has been another year. Xmas is coming, and last Christmas is just like thing happened like last month? Time flies and my looking forward 2008 is approaching.

As usual, at the end of every year, I will look back things happened throughout the year. Well, 2007 is quite a busy year for me; and there're some changes happened. I did my weekend business, I changed my job and had a relocation. I think they are 3 important things happened in 2007. Oh yea, I survived from my 'anniversary' too, although I expected it would be a bad 'anniversary', but thank god, it turned out not that bad. Thanks.

And Im glad to know some of my ex-colls who I know them in 2007 who really were close to me; and I wanna thank YL and Cassey for the friendship too. Last but not least, thanks to ah dear too for the patience and love in pulling me up.

And finally, I love you!

感动

曾经有过的感动有好多。 但是， 一直让我心淌泪的是最近的那一次感动。

那天， 我起得很早， 因为要赶巴士南下。 洗刷完毕， 电话里显示没被接听的来电。查查看， 是爸的来电。 拨了电话回家，电话一通， 听到爸说了一声“早”。这可是我一生以来听到爸对我， 他的这一个心肝宝贝，所说的第一声“早”呀！原本都还很坚强的我， 那一刹那， 不能了自己。 但是，为了不让他担心， 还是忍吞了眼泪, 扮酷笑着叫了一声爸爸。 那天， 爸也没说什么的， 只是问我行李准备好了吗？ 我也只说准备好了。 然后爸说， 你自己保重。 心， 从那时淌泪了。

我爸就是那种很严肃很传统的老爸，你知道吗？ 他从来不说女儿啊， 我爱你, 的那种你知道吗？ 但是， 就在那一天， 那一句“早” 和“你自己保重”， 真的深深刻刻的感动了我。

一直以来， 我都认为自己做得不够好。 I should have been a better son. 唯一我可以做得好的，就是不让你们担心， 就是盼望你们身体健康。

我， 想家了。

it is not just about popularity, it is about showing off, it is about bitching, it is about getting attention....gals, lol

"如果当天我们不放手能不能回头?
可惜当天放开你的手
再不能回头"
我的手突然间变得好冷

my Boyfriend

I think now is the time to introduce my new BOYFRIEND, my new BELOVED BOYFRIEND to you guys.

Me: Guys, this is Gerard.

Me: Baby, they are all my friends.

hehe, He is Gerard Way from my favorite band-My Chemical Romance. Dunno who is MCR?? neh...the songs "I dont love you", "Welcome to the black parade" are from them la. Hitzfm always play these 2 songs wat.

I tell you, I love MCR so so so much. Went to their concert last Tuesday, and it was superb! You know what my boyfriend said to me during the concert?

"Let me see your face, You Mother Fucker!!!! You're Beautiful" I love that man! I love it. Im a mother fucker and Im beautiful!

I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him

那一夜的烟火

是否还记得 一起看烟火
我在你眼里 看到闪烁
冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

我的心情今天已换了季 天边出现彩虹
晴朗阳光洒在我的天空 闪烁 喔...
像是笑着告诉我爱到最后是宽容

想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

还有你 陪我走过这一切 记忆中你
那些微笑的脸

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
光良唱着烟火， 想起她的微笑她的拥抱
我听着烟火， 想起那一夜的烟火
你温暖的肩膀。。。
。。。还有你的怀抱

你是否还记得 那一夜
和那一夜的烟火？

我会记得你依偎在腰间的指尖

p/s: link
http://pekbee.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html

I WANNA SHOUT OUT LOUD

I don’t love you

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
****************************************

And Baby, maybe when you get back, I'll be off to find another way....
But when after all this time that you still owe, You're still, the good-for-nothing
...... I don't know......really don't know...
may be I just.....I just ....
.....dont love you like I did yesterday.

Waterproof Mascara

Have tried various brands of waterproof mascaras, and I found out that M.A.C is the best, as it wont stain when you Tear......

Listen to your heart, when you are lost...

I know theres something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
Youve built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
When hes calling for you.
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do.
I dont know where youre going
And I dont know why,
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
Theyre swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you cant find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty thats been
When love was wilder than the wind.

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
......

timE aftEr tiMe

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--

sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds

chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--

chorus:
if you're lost...

you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--

chorus:
if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time

有些事情自己经历了，体验了，才开始明白， 才开始了解。 太迟了吗？ 也不去追问那问题了。
那天和朋友谈天， 提起某人的女友， 连我自己的结论也是， "too young la, doesnt know how to appreciate yet" . 懂得说这一句， 因为自己走过去了。

一生人只有一次年轻， 我要美丽。
i love wine, but wif no wines around, beers are fine wif me. i just wan alcohol. 我就是那种喝了酒才放得开的那种。
我很清楚自己要的是什么。
i wanna get rihanna cd. in fact, i wanna get so many things....wahahha...
im insane, why can i be a kaki botol man? tell me why...am i insane?im i guess..but who cares? im who i am...i love myself

Kaki Botol

I think Im really a kaki botol. Went grocery shopping and bought a white wine back. Really really tempted to drink. The wine smells good taste good. Ever since I came back from Italy, im addicted to wine. My mind will always ask for wine after dinner. After dinner, when u get the chance to drink a glass of wine, the feeling is just great, dunno how to describe, think the same feeling if u smoke after dinner, for those smokers.

I dunno, and I dun care, I just wanna drink....

Long waited love has come finally....

I was having dinner at Raffles City with friends yesterday, and after dinner, we just walked around to digest as we were too full. After CD and bookstore visiting, we decided to go home. And just on our way to the train station, we passed by Robinson's. Although I was kinda tired that time, but I still made myself walking in there, just to get the love that I've been waiting for.

And now, here you go with my love....


hehe.... wanted to get this last month but I was too broke to get it.

This is my 2nd eye-palette from MAC; the 'effect' is really good. And you know what, MAC is into recycle. If you return them 6 empty bottles, any 6 will do, you will be rewarded a lipstick/lip gloss I cant really remember.