MY FAV SONGs

Radio played "To be with you - Mr. Big", "Angel of mine-Monica" & "Paint my love -MLTR" on my way back home juz now. Well, the first 2 are my favs, although no doubt Paint mylove is a nice song, but dont think wanna categorise it under my Favs.

Angel of mine:
... ... ... ...
I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm here for now, you helped me grow

Chorus: You came into my life
Sent from above
When I lost the hope
You show my love
I'm checkin for you
Boy your right on time
Angel of Mine
... ... ... ...

To be with you:
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
... ... ... ...

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U are the angel of mine who helped me grow; who will be the one who wants to be with me ???

* smile in my heart *

It's been a month

It has already been a month time. It is really tough to get thru each day in this one month time. Really really tough. Although one month time seems like is a short time period only, bcoz of the tough time, I feel like this one month time is the longest month for me to get thru.

Tears dropped suddenly.

I guess we are no longer "hanging out friends" anymore. Friendship turns to another level may be. Well, I know you'll say that this is a sad thing between us, so do I. But nothing is forever in this world, how do I treat you as my friend and how do you treat me as your friend, we both understand in our heart.

Time passes by and we grow up, I hope you grow up too.

Time, proves things to me. Sometimes, things that older people said are really true. I see that, with my own eyes.

Taller people are smarter?

Read an article saying taller people are smarter about 2-3 months ago. Have been thinking and observing how true this statement stands as I'm not the tall one. Went to company team building today and played some games. Realised that taller people have actually more advantages. Talked to the consultant about this, and he said that taller people do have more advantages indeed, air breathe in also fresher. Yes, he is tall. I can only say that taller people do have more advantages, but are they smarter also? Forgot the reasons or scientific facts cited in the article, so this statement, yet need to be observed and surveyed further more, by myself.

PMS's over!!!

My PMS is over and now I'm back to positive n happy track again. Anyone has any ideas on how to overcome PMS or at least how to bring the symptoms down, as minimal as possible?

Life

Life is about happiness, anger, sorrow, pleasure . Life is about growing up, getting old, falling sick and then follow by death. This is what Buddha said. I see that and I experience part of that. There is no forever in our life. If you are having a good life now, if you have everything you want in your life now, eventually, you'll get old and die. You cant have all want you want, fooreeveerr. There are always ups and downs. Again and again, we go through the cycle. Those buddhist say, we must do more prayers; so when we die, we will go to Nirvana where there IS forever happiness.

I believe in Buddhism. I see what Buddha saw.

TVBee

Last night Paul said my blog is like the hottest thing in town. People dropby to check my updates, to check how am I doing.Is this true? I dunno. Just wanna write what I wanna write. I told Paul that my blog now it is like a series of drama, Paul said TVBee drama series. He said TVPB firsly and he followed by TVBee. He said he prefers to call it TVBee. I like this , "TVBee".

Pasarakyat - Dejavu

Went to Pasarakyat today. I saw the coach, feel like buying a ticket to head to the island. I miss the island. I wanna do shopping there, I wanna go to Vivo city. I wanna ... ... ... ...

Will be here till year end, it is much more easier for me to catch a evening coach to the island. If only I were ... ... ... ...

The heart has walked out from me
It is travelling to somewhere
but I dunno where the somewhere is
I'm living with no heart now
but why do I feel the heartache still?

Bad daughter I AM

Me: Mom, are we getting a coat for dad for bro's wedding?
Mom: Yea, we can get him one. He can wear during the wedding dinner. And one day, when he goes, he can just wear that and go.
Me: Mom, dun mention about that right now. That's too early for us to talk about it right now.

Tears almost out when I heard "one day, when he goes......." I'm not a good daughter. I do not spend much time with parents. All the while, I think I'm a bad grand-daugther of my grandma, I should've taken care of her well when she was with us last time. She passed away for about 7 years already and until today, I still feel guilty of not being able to accompany her when she was real sick, of not taking care of her well. I should've treated her even better. Although I did take care of her last time, but I still think I could do even better, much more better. And now, I think I'm not a good daughter. Am I really tat bad?

My colleague's Hen's night

Attended my colleague's Hen's night @ Bar Savanh last Friday. It was sooooooooo fun!!!!

We, the ji muis, setup some tasks for the Hen to do during that night. We had our task cards prepared for the Hen. The Hen was sporting and supportive enough to do all the tasked asked. The crowds there were also sporting and supportive. Of coz nothing comes free in this world, the Hen prepared her task cards for the Ji muis also. And the task that I've gotten is to drink the Flaming Lamborghini with the Hen and another colleague of us. *Chuckles*, I love this drink, thanks to the Hen!!!!

Tell you what, we, around 11 of us, spent our night at 0 cost. U know why? While some of the ji muis were discussingabout the cover charges n all at the counter, an Indian guy just paid the bills for us and we just went in for FREE!!!! He is from Cisco Sg if Im not mistaken. Well, apart from some dancing with my colleagues ( Not dirty dance ok ? ), I can say that we got the bottles for free on that night. :P

Here are some of the photos taken during that night.

I want to fly
fly up above the sky
to the place with snow
and
let it snow let it snow
I'll keep my love deep in heart
and
let it take me to the place I fly to

I hate PMS!!!

I get very emotional during PMS and my PMS can drag for sooooo loooong. I hate it so much. Look at my previous post, OMG! I was so down just now. This trigger me to think of the normal saying- "women are weak; men are strong". Women are considered as weak since the old days. Why? One of the reason that I think of now- could it be due to PMS???

I loaded my suitcase with, full of sorrow. I walk on the journey; there comes the sunny and rainy days. Many times, I stopped and I wanted to go back; But I realised, there is no turning back. I keep walking on the bumpy road, and I keep falling down. I just continue walking and let the future take its own call.

I do not know when my heart will cure, but I know the day will come.

Why are we afraid of?

Why are we afraid of being in the dark?
Why are we afraid of height? water?
Why are we afraid of insects? cockroach?
Why are we afraid of being alone?

You told me it is something to do with our self confidence level. Is this correct?
To me, it is something to do with how well we understand ourselves, how well we manage or control ourselves, our life.

Eg, Power failure in ur home=> Darkness. If we manage our life well by having some candles in our home , when there is power failure, there is nothing to be afraid of. Just go and get the candle and light it ( of coz must make sure u know where u keep the candles) and then you'll not be in the dark.

And how well we can manage ourselves? I believe it is something to do with our senses. How sharp can we react to the outside world? Senses help. And exercise does help in building up our senses. Yoga helps even better I guess.

So, what do you think?

P/S: something to do with our early childhood education also I realised. If you are the protective one in the family, you tend to afraid of more things :p

Asian Heritage Row

I'm going to Asian Heritage Row tomorrow, it will be a test for me this time to step into the place again. Will I be doing fine?I think I will.

The Invisible.

She reads him. She leaves words in his words now. She, asked and now she, does. She, is just too highly. Future??????????????? is still unknown, no one knows. Compatible? May be yes, may be no. In belief, he now needs longer times to wash away. Hole, you are getting bigger; wound, you are getting deeper. Journey, it is getting tougher.

Life, still goes on.

Heartache, continues.

She, the invisible.

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Another Blog - In Chinese

Realising that my current blog is abit messy due to the mixure of Chinese and English posts. I will create another blog which will purely for my Chinese posting and will keep the current one for my English posting. So, sit back and relax for my upcoming blog!

提提笔，写一写 ( Pt 2 )

Pt 1:
小柔在人潮里东穿西撞的， 好不容易搭上拥挤的电车，心里却是空虚得很。 每每下了班，她总是不知该往哪儿去。 自从分手后，小柔特别容易感到寂寞，害怕一个人独自呆在家里无所事事。 想想回家只不过是对着冰冷的公寓，她还是往书局里逛去。

随手从书架上拿了本杂志，点了杯热茶，选了个没什么人的角落，小柔慢慢翻阅那本杂志。 现代人的阅读风气，越来越坏了，连从小爱书的小柔，最近总是泡些八卦杂志。

翻着翻着，小柔突然

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Pt 2:
翻着翻着，小柔突然听见背后传来了熟悉的声音，提起勇气往后看，她失望了。那把声音像极了小轩。

小柔在朋友的生日party认识小轩, 两个人很快的成了很谈得来的朋友。 刚开始时，小柔并不对这小轩有什么好感的， 只不过把他当成谈得来的朋友； 但随着时间的流失，她觉得他好像对她有好感； 好不然的话，那特意地殷勤，是什么呢？她于是也慢慢地爱上了他。

两个人很自然的走在一起。小柔心里暗地里想，他应该是她的那一个他。小柔一心想和小轩住在一块儿，好让双方可省下点房租。 但，每当她提起这件事。。。。

待续

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朋友问我这故事写的是不是自己的故事。 想在这里澄清，故事内容掺杂了自己的经历，身边朋友的遭遇，电影的情节和一些读过的小说所给我的一些灵感。 只想提提笔，写一写。。。。。。。

故事如有雷同，纯属巧合。

故事 vs 现实

故事里说，
清纯少女爱上了浪子，辛辛苦苦等到他浪子回头，从此过着幸福快乐的日子。
现实里说,
清纯少女爱上了浪子，苦苦期盼他浪子回头。有一天，他真的浪子回头了；但是，他却抛弃了那清纯少女，爱上别个女孩了。

在这世界上，有多少对夫妻，是像那故事里的清纯少女呢？最后和你白头偕老的，往往都不是和你共患难的那个人呀！

我的心又凉了，但没关系，太阳快出来了。

幸福的定义

曾经post过幸福的定义。 幸福的定义是什么呢？
幸福并没有一个标准的定义，每个人对幸福都有不同的标准，不同的看法。 用自己的标准来衡量他人的幸福，未免太自我了吧。 把别人的标准往自己身上套，那未免太没自己了吧？
幸福， 它就在你心灵深处。

Mr Mind: Hi Pretty, Good Morning, you look good today.
Ms Heart: Morning, Thank you (smile).
Mr Mind: Seems like you are getting better day by day, huh?
Ms Heart: Yes I am (smile).

接受

彷彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右
還以為我們會 開花結果
我還記得玫瑰色天空卻 模糊了我們的臉孔
哼過的歌到底有什麼內容彷彿已經自由
下刻我變成風 吹過你的領空差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很兇
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷
我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟
在愛情裡分不了輕重誠實得過了頭
不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久

Mr Mind: Good Morning Ms. Heart, Why do you look so fresh and happy today? Today is Sunday, based on your emotion chart for the past 3 Sunday, you're supposed to be so down on Sunday.
Ms Heart: Good Moooorrrning Mr Mind ( eyes blink blink ), well, as what you said, that's PAST 3 Sunday, now I'm different.
Mr Mind: Sooo, are you saying that we are both now on the same page same track?
Ms Heart: I wish we are, Mr Mind, I need times to reach that though.
Mr Mind: Oh dear, I'm sure you can do it and soon we can be together. I'll be right here waiting for you.

When someone stops loving you

When someone stops loving you, you first feel lost and ask why? Then your heart breaks. What's next? You take a deep breath, carry the incompleteness on your shoulders, stand up straight, hold your head up high and move towards future.

24.9.2005 vs 11.11.2005

These 2 days, I went to The curve.
These 2 days, gave me different feeling when I was there.
Memory.

Dear my friends, THANKS for helping me to get thru this tough time

一段感情的结束， 往往在人的眼里， 错的总是伤得比较轻的那一方，为什么呢？ 伤得比较轻的那一方又真的是伤得比较轻吗？ 真正懂得事情的来龙去脉的还是那感情里的两个人吧？

Relief

I feel the relief in me, in my soul. I'm relief. I am happy now. I lost something valuable to me but in return, I bought my soul back. :) My heart is smilling tonight :)

我的小时候
吵闹任性时侯
我的外婆
总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑
离开小时候
有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌
新鲜的念头
任性和冲动
无法控制的时候
我忘记
还有这样的歌
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭
让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚
好孤独
天黑的时候
我又想起那首歌
突然期待
下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进….
我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

成人的世界背后总有残缺.........
................我相信一切都会平息

My 1st Jungle Trekking - Gunung Nuang

Illustration:-
1. before jungle trekking starts
2. at the starting point of the journey
3. first picked rubbish
4. me and the bamboo trees ( croaching tiger hiddern dragon feel )
5. the outsole of my shoes came out, so tat's what I did to continue my journey
6. me and jacq playing water at the waterfall, the first pit stop of the entire journey up to the summit
7. at the first pit stop, waterfall. ( I look so thin and light ya *happy* )
8. our job well done - collected 2 packs of rubbish down to the hill
9. nice view of the waterfall ( the water is so clear n cooling )

My 1st Swimming class

I signed up for a swimming course last week. The course cost me RM280 for 12 lessons. And today I attended the first class. The first class is just about familiarize with water, some basic water safety guides and u know what? I can FLOAT now!!! hahaha..my first achievement. I have hydrophobia problem and now I know how to float and do the "superman" style floating. Keep it up, B!!!

The pointer shows the place where I registered the course.

** I shall bring my camera and take my pics to "show off" my swimming class. :P

Today

I'm not doing good today, in fact, I'm doing very bad today. God, please give me the power forget the pains.

.........成人的世界背后总有残缺.......

I know what should I do and what should not, but heart again is drowning this morning. You can do it! Gambate!

Shou Fang Kai

手放开
Shou Fang Kai
Letting Go

主唱: 李圣杰
Sang by: Sam Lee

Translated by : athlynn17

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
wo ba zi ji guan qi lai zhi liu xia yi ge yang tai
I shut myself up,just leaving a balcony
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
mei dang tian hei tui kai cheng men dui zhe ye mu fa dai
Everyday when the day turns dark,I push the windows open and stare outside
看着往事一幕一幕
kan zhe wang shi yi mu yi mu
Seeing the flashes of the past
再次演出你我的爱
zai ci yan chu ni wo de ai
Our love flashing across again
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
wo ba dian shi ji da kai ting zhe bie ren de dui bai
I switched on the tv and listen to the words of others’
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
ye xu na xie gu shi ke yi gei wo yi ge jiao dai
Perhaps those stories can give me an explaination
你要的爱我学不来
ni yao de ai wo xue bu lai
The love you want,I can’t learn to give
眼睁睁看情变坏
yan zheng zheng kan qing bian huai
Eyes wide as our love turns bad
人怔怔看情感概
ren zheng zheng kan qing gan kai
Startled as I look generally at our love
不能给你未来我还你现在
bu neng gei ni wei lai wo huan ni xian zai
I can’t give you the future,I’ll return your present
安静结束也是另一种对待
an jing jie shu ye shi ling yi zhong dui dai
Silently ending it is also another way of treating it
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
dang yan lei liu xia lai shang yi qiao zai
When tears fall,wounds also carry on
分开也是另一种明白
fen kai ye shi ling yi zhong ming ba
iBreaking up is also another way of understanding
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
wo gei ni zui hao de teng ai shi shou fang kai
My last love to you is letting go
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
bu yao yi zhang shuang ren chuang zhong jian ge zhe yi pian hai
Don’t want to have a vast sea in between a double bed
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
gan qing de wu dian jiu liu gei shi jian man man piao bai
The stain of love is also wiped away slowly by time
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
ba ai shou jin xiong qian zuo bian kou dai
Put love inside my left pocket
最后的疼爱是手放开
zui hao de teng ai shi shou fang kai
My last love to you is letting go
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
bu xiang yong yan yu la che suo yi xuan ze bu ze guai
Don’t want to use words to hold you back so I chose not to blame
感情就像候车月台
gan qing jiu xiang hou che yue tai
Love is like a waiting platform
有人走有人来
you ren zou you ren lai
Someone comes,someone goes
我的心是一个站牌
wo de xin shi yi ge che pai
My heart is like a signboard
写着等待
xie zhe deng dai
Written with awaitment
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
wo ba shou yin ji da kai ting zhe bie ren de shi bai
I switched on the radio,listening the defeat of others’
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
geng yan de sheng yin fang fu su shuo zhe xiang tong bei ai
The crying voices,whether they’re talking about the same sorrow
你的依赖还在胸怀
ni de yi lai hai zai xiong huai
Your dependence is still in my embrace
我无法轻易推开
wo wu fa qing yi tui kaiI can’t push it away easily
我无法随便走开
wo wu fa sui bian zou kai
I can’t simply walk away
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
gan qing zhong zhuan xin de ren rong yi bei shang hai
The person who concentrates most in love is easily wounded

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Got this translated lyric from the net. The translated lyric sounds abit weird to me. But guess it's quite a big effort done by the translator. * Clap Clap*

About ayear plus ago, I listened to this song and I felt that it gave me a strength to let go something did not belong to me. Recently, I dedicated this song to myself, hope it will give me the strength to let you go; Have been playing this song again and again, but this time, the strength is not there anymore. Why? Why am I still holding on something which burns my hands? Both hands are now bleeding, the wound is so deep. But why am I still holding on?

Efficient people do not waste time crying over a spilt milk, they'll wipe the spilt milk and probably get another bottle of milk. I'm not an inefficient person and I dont wanna be. I'll find my way to leave the past and move on to the future. I used to spend my weekends/holidays with you for the past one year and now weekends/holidays are killing me. I've planned ahead some activities for the coming weekends and also holidays, so pray hard I'll be doing fine soon. You'll stay probably in my heart for the rest of my life, but life goes on and I need to take the future.

A mi to fo

Buoy

I'm drowning in the sea of love, but I see light, the light that is like the buoy in the sea. The light is called f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

Girl's talk

Auntie A: eh, hehe, see my bf bought me this diamond earrings for me leh,pretty or not? It is made from 6 diamonds here u see? hehe, your bf got buy u things or not one ar?
Auntie B: oh, for ur bday present huh the earrings? my bf not as rich as ur bf la, buy u diamond one.
Auntie A: hehe, no la. where got? he very poor one.
Auntie B: how come ur bf didnt call u today one? today I so happy, my bf called and we talked on the phone for so long. The bill must be expensive liao.
Auntie A: he not free la.
Auntie B: ohh, hehe. ur bf sayang u enough liao, buy diamond earrings for u ler.
Auntie A: hehe....oh this sat dinner, how are u going?
Auntie B: Fei-chai said fetch me there, aiyah, actually I wanna go "wet" after dinner one, but he said now KL very "luan", better he send me there lor.
Auntie A: yalor, true also. better dun drive there. My bf also said wanna send me there.

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I find out that as I grow older, I meet more people who like to talk about how well their boyfriend treat them. Really wanted to blog this out long time ago, just because I discussed about this with my friend just now, and I wanna blog out it now.

Honestly I do find that sometimes those aunties are sort of like boosting ( "sai mang" ) sometimes. To me, how good your boyfriend/husband is, it is something between you and your significant other, why do you need to talk it out loud? To share your happiness? I do believe that there are girls out there who has a very good boyfriend/husband but they just keep that in their heart and never show it out.
May be one day, I'll be like those auntie in the conversation above. Who knows?

Pray that I wont turn into one.

My first Jungle Trekking - Gunung Nuang, highest mountain in Selangor state

Joint Paul for Gunung Nuang jungle trekking. It was supposed a charity kinda jungle trekking coz our mission is to clean the Gunung Nuang. Pick up rubbish there and bring it down.

5.30am Paul picked me up at my place and we went to pick up his friends at Puchong. After that we headed to Sri Petaling for dimsum breakfast. I was so sleepy still but managed to eat quite alot, thinking of the long journey tat I was gonna take. After breakfast, we started our journey to Gunung Nuang, Hulu Langat.

On the way to Gunung Nuang, Paul took out his camera wanted to take some nice views of the mountain from far. I helped him in switching on the camera and what I can read from the cam's screen was : "No Card Present". Paul took over the cam, checked and with a surprising look, he told us he didnt put in the memory card. "Paul, this is my first time climbing mountain ar?? I wanna blog one!" shouted me. Too bad we couldn't capture the memorable moment with Paul's cam. Luckily with Jacqueline's handphone, we managed to capture some good pictures. Once Jacq send them to me, I'll post it.

It was really an adventurous jungle trekking for me. We walked up and down the hill, the slippery muddy trek and steep slopes and all. Our targetwas to reach the first pit stop place which took us about 2 hours time. It will take us about 6 hours to reach the summit of the mountain. So we just decided to reach the first pit stop area. We passed by many bamboo trees and I felt that I was in the Croaching Tiger Hidden Dragon movie, the bamboo scene. About half an hour after we started our journey, I was bitten by a baby leech. This is my first time bitten by leech u know?

Along the way up to hill, we didnt really pick up rubbish because we need to carry them all the way up and down to the hill again. Oh ya, one thing very important I must mention here, my shoes spoil out the way I was walking up to the hill. The outsole of my shoes CAME OUT! What I did was I tied it up with the nelon string which supposed used to tie the rubbish bag.

About 2 hours time, we reached the first pit stop place. Place with waterfall. We took a rest. After resting, we decided to climb up a little bit higher to reach another waterfall. Journey starting after the break was tough. The trek was stepper I fell down from a slippery rock, and I hurt my knee. Luckily the hero, Paul saved me. Thanks Paul! hahaha. When we reached the waterfall area, Paul encouraged me to play with the water. So took my courage to cross the scary edges to reach the waterfall. The water is so cooling and had fun washing my hands and legs there.

After some times, we went down the hill. We picked up rubbish and took turns carried them down. When we reached the downhill, it was about 1pm. Took our lunch and we went home, with our exhausted body. But I'm sure our minds were happy and satisfied.

Shall post the pics and share with all of you.

R.I.P

Dear Our Love,

Rest In Peace

It's been a week

It's been a week. Allowing myself to lay back a little this morning by looking back; looking back things happened at the past, looking back those days. They are the past, unreachable past and they are parts of my life. But, the big piece that really matters is still the future. No point looking back and cry for a spilt milk.

Life is funny

Life is funny really, when you least expect something to come, it comes to you. That's life.

I lost 2.5kg in a week; thanks to BU, the best diet ever.

飞

我知道 世界忽然已改变
我知道 泪水以后是荣耀
流过泪 无所谓
有遗憾 也是美
算吧 遗憾 无所谓
我的梦 呜~ 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞
梦不枯萎 梦的巨人 无形的包围
不管多累 我要全力追
勇敢往前飞
偶尔苦偶尔也累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
给我梦想 给我了力量 飞翔
流过泪 无所谓
有遗憾 也是美
算吧 遗憾 无所谓
我的梦 呜~ 没有结尾
勇敢往前飞 勇敢的追
梦的巨人 无形的包围
给我力量给了我希望
勇敢往前飞
偶尔苦偶尔也累
梦的巨人 无形的渴望
力量带领我到这地方 梦的天堂
给我力量 给了我希望 飞翔

fRoGGie

PC said my hand looks like a frog ( "thin kei" ), especially the upper arm part. Hahaha.

Me and My colleagues in Indian/Malay traditional costume

my colls and I

















Me in Sari!!!

Some thoughts - about Love

Had a long chat with PC and MF ( ex-colleague) just now, I've different view in love now. PC said Letting go someone you love is because you love him/her, I wanna add on that because you love your siginificant other, that's why you let him/her to fly even further. And I would say letting go someone you love doesnt mean you dont love him/her anymore, it is about pushing the love to another form of love, which could last longer than anything else in the world. Letting go someone, it hurts and it's painful; but not nesessary it is a bad or negative thing.