Bi@tches

i guess man likes bitches, dont u? what's the definition of bitch? i guess we know it well.
Fortunately, yes, it is FORTUNATELY, no typo error here, im working with bitches, i have many many bitchy ppl ard me...well, someone close to you might be bitchy to you ") , even someone dear to you too.

Being a human being, we always comment base on our own judgement, so who's right? who's wrong? our culture has the answer, and again, 'our culture' base on our own experiences n judgement.

I've been wanting to write this, and finally, today i have the chance to do so.

So hey bitch, if you think that your action today will make me fall, i guess you shall try harder next time, your action today was within my expectation.

well, you can say tat it takes two to tango, I dun mind being a bitch though.

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么　
不解释低着头沉默
该相信你很爱我　
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想　
回首
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
想问为什么　
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么　
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的　
是无话不说　
我怀念的　
是一起作梦
我怀念的　
是争吵以后　
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日　
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空　
最近的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得 谁忘了
我怀念的　
是无话不说　
我怀念的　
是一起作梦
我怀念的　
是争吵以后　
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日　
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空　
最近的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的
是无言感动
我怀念的
是绝对炙热
我怀念的
是你很激动求我原谅
抱著我的痛
我记得你在背后　
我记得
我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火　
最沉的相拥
谁爱的太脆弱　
谁过头爱了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自古自里走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变执着
谁忘了要给你温柔
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日　
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空　
最近的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Company Calendar

2007 has come this far...today is already 24 July, half of 2007 has gone. In this year, one of my resolution is to pass this year fast, as fast as it can. Dunno why, I look forward for the year 2008. May be I hope that a new year will bring me something new, that's why I look forward for that. Well, I guess my wish to pass 2007 fast is sort of happening, as today, it's already end of July. Time flies and sometimes, without much realisation, it has come this far.

I did not use my company calendar since the 1st day of 2007, not really like the design of it, so I just kept it inside my drawer. 2 weeks ago, out of sudden, dunno why, I think of this calendar that I did not use for abt half a year, I took it out and put it on my table, I want to start using it. It is a daily 'tearing' calendar, and now I have fun tearing it everyday. Everytime I tear it out, I have this happy feeling that one day has gone and I'm one step nearer to 2008. Best thing of this calendar is that, it has got this quote of the day, well, some I find it inspirational, some I dun really like it. Till now, I still find it is interesting, and the quote sort of motivates me each day.

Have fun in tearing it !

Die Hard 4.0

Watched this movie last Sunday; It really makes me think of what and how would I be if the incident happens in the movie would really happen to us one day. With the advancement of technology, I am getting more and more lazy. Really cant imagine how would the world be without all the digitalized stuff. And I think I learnt something from this movie. Mentally wise, to be as tough as Detective John McClane, of coz I dun wish to get hurt like him but can still fight. It is his mindset that pushes him to win over the terrorists. Mindsetting really works and of coz, we must have the right mindsets, what is right and what is wrong? You have your own judgements and I guess, experiences will teach us that.

I love watching movie.

One down officially, I shall not give up and be upset! There're more out there for me to catch!!! Take a deep breath and march forward!!!

Looking for Mr Right?

Hunting for a job is just like looking for a Mr Right, yes? no? You eye on a good one, there are plenty of people out there who do the same as you do. It's like you meet someone who you think he can be your Mr Right, who meets your requirements but at the same time, this guy has other admirers may be. Next, you have to go thru all the processes, just like you go out dating to understand more this guy; Along the way, there're some other offers made to you, but just like some other guys who you think is not your cup of tea, so you reject; Then finally comes to you with an offer, but the offer is just not so much of what you want, so now it looks like this guy is actually not so suitable to be with, so you give up and continue eyeing on another item and start the process again.

Eyes Pillow

I guess everyone of us sleep with at least a pillow; But how about your eyes? Do they have a pillow too? Yesterday, I discovered a new pillow that is ... Eyes Pillow. Ok, may be Im just too late in discovering this, but I think it's not too slow for me to start using it. Work is giving me more n more stress nowdays, feeling so restless, so yesterday... I indulged myself with a aromatherary massage treatment. In the massage session, the massage therapist put something on my eyes which gave me an INSTANT relaxing feeling, so I asked her what's that, and she told me it is an eyes pillow. So then I asked what's inside the pillow, I was told that there're rice and green peas inside the pillow. After the session, I kept thinking where can I get this eyes pillow, do I DIY it or is there any that I can get it from the market? Coincidently, I found it in Aussino. It cost me RM18 for a Satin Eyes Pillow ( a silky eyes pillow cost RM 27 ) which comes with Lavendar fragrance, this Aussino Eyes Pillow doesnt come with rice inside, it says that they use Organic peas for this pillow. Well, Lavendar is good for releasing stress and the peas inside is , without thinking much, I bought it and I used it last night, It does really relax my mind my soul my mind.

For those of you who has insomia, sleeping problems or just too tensed up, please try this out for a relaxing feel!

p/s: This 'hot chic' is suitable for meditation and yoga too!

I Want

1. I want to be a OL, I want to wear British and Jap style Office suits.
2. I want to be a certified CONSULTANT.
3. I want the Transformers toy, Optimum Prime, Bumblebee are my choice, I dun mind getting in full set if my budget allows me.
4. I want to win in the war, beautifully.
5. I want to suck in all sort of loves; couple love, friendship love, family love.

Diamonds, LouisVuitton, Gucci is not in my list now, I want what I want!

Some thoughts

• Have you ever thought of why are there so many motivational talks being held for those sales person like those in network marketing, insurance agents, etc?
• Have you ever thought of why are those sales persons being taught to shout out loud some motivational lines before they start of their daily sales activity?
• Have you ever thought of why are those sales persons being told again and again the steps to success?

If you answer yes, and I believe you'll tell me that these are all the brain-washing stuff? Yea, I would agree on that too. But have you ever thought of why brain-washing stuff is important to us? Is it effective? What is the thing that control this? In this universe, is there some hidden 'powderful' powers that control this? I believe there is, just that I dunno what is that and I wanna know what is that.

Words of Appreciation

I'm lucky to have a great family, great parents; I'm glad to have a bunch of wonderful people around me; I thank God for putting me through ups and downs in my life;

A simple appreciation to my life.

carrot is given to me again.

Human, we always comment base on our own thinking, own judgement. our experiences drive our mind, the way we think, judge, etc ect. Cant we just think on behalf of others? I guess this is the way of being understanding, right? why cant we stand higher and look at a bigger picture instead of coming out from just where we are? ok, i have to understand, some ppl just cant act this way.

I'm holding my breath tight to act as diplomatic as I can although my temperature is running at 100 °C . I'm trying my best to fake, I have to fake so do I. I'm real sick working with sickening people. I dun wanna be one of them. Never ever.