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Out Here On My Own

Morning Sickness

Aiyks, another day of Morning Sickness kicking in. My head is like still flying up above the sky. My heart was left at home. My body is still limping.

Had a fun night last night. Laughed and laughed. Happy. Thanks for the companion. Woke up abt 4am in the morning, dunno why, couldnt sleep back. Feeling hot.

Oh ya, Officially, my status changed. From yesterday 714pm onwards, my niece arrived to this world. Havent seen her, but Im sure she would be the cutest and prettiest and most healthy baby ever. Although I havent seen her, I know I love her.

Hate it!

I had a bad dream last night. I dreamt that I had an argument with it, argument? or was it a terrible quarrel? Yes, it is a 'it" as I dun treat "it" as a human being. Bad dream, bad night. Making me hate it more. Thn, came to work with a happy smile putting on my face, someone said that I look happy and I sound happy recently. Very true, but today's happy smile didnt last long. At work, I had another argument with another "it". This world is just full of those rubbish living thing. Stop complaining, as you attract what you are getting today. Thn am I complaining? Yes or no. I dont give it a damn.

有时候就是很矛盾, 写了post了, 却因为某某因素想要删除, 但却不舍按下Delete键。 毕竟是自己的想法, 自己的杰作。

幸福
我想你也一样, 一样的曾经看着睡在身旁熟睡的他。 无论他的睡姿有多丑, 也不管他的打鼾声, 那一刹那的你都会觉得自己很幸福。

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男人的温柔
某某曾经苦诉她的男人不温柔体贴。 温柔的男人你会认为他没男子气慨; 不温柔的男人, 你会觉得他对你的爱不够深。那什么样的男人最好?各有所好而已。
而我想, 男人只有在想和你缠绵或在和你嘿咻时大都会变得温柔吧!

My Current Mood

Smiley Central



Installed this application quite some times ago, but never use it before. Testing to use now.

U & I

I had a dream last night, finally I guess I had a sweet dream after few nights of nightmares. Had been having nightmares for past few days after watching "I am legend", a good movie. Last night, I could not sleep so well but still, I had a good dream. U & I, my hand in your hand, we were holding hands in my dream. Our fingers were crossed just like the picture. Heart, warm.

It is all about L.O.V.E.


Luv U... Love myself...

Love my job..

Love my books..

Love my hair cut...

Love my writings......

Love Year 2008..............

Love to love & to be loved.........

Love the way you look at me.............

Love the way you answer me.........................

Love my blog, love all my posts......................................

As smooth/soft as baby's bottom now, Love it.........................................

Love is love, although love is blind

3rd month

Today, is my confirmation day. I've been here for 3 months already. But why do I feel like I stay here for quite some times already one?

I still remember how I felt for the first time I went back to KL after I relocated here, I felt weird when I was in KL. First weird thing that I found out is the car on the highway, the number plate looked so weird to me. And I got this feeling like why suddenly those cars on the street wif strange number plate like JXX **** one? I shared this wif a fren, and he told me that it's coz i'd already got used to the lifestyle in SG, tats why i got the feeling.

2nd weird thing I found out was, I need to drive out to meet my frens. Ya, altho I enjoy driving, esp in my SLK with the CD player on, but the feeling was just weird.

Time flies and now is my 3rd month here. What have I been ya? Is Sg treating me good? Do u like Sg? Those are questions normally ppl ask me. What would be my answers to those?
I think the answer is obvious that is it is good. Coz u know what? I've put on weight!!!! Frens are saying I've put on weight!!!!!

So with that "!!!", I shall go to gym and pump up some adrenaline. Not to say wanna lose weight la, just feel that Im getting unhealthy these days, fall sick easily; so just wanna get a healthy body and a healthy soul ;)

Thank god I didnt cancel my FF membership. And nearby my office, there are 2 FF clubs. Afterwork, Im gonna check out the one at One Raffles Quay, for 630pm Dance Mix class, but I dont think I can make it, so may be will just try out Yoga class at 730pm.

See ya

The tagging post

tiuzzz.... I dont really know about Html code, and I dunno how to strike off text in Blogger. I need to ask Stan to teach me how to "strike off".

I've been tagged

I've been tagged by Joanna.

The tag:

1.Remember to mention the person who tagged you.
2.Pick the month of your birth.
3.Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
4.Underline out everything that doesn’t apply to you.
5.Place the list of all the months under a cut.
6.Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.

My birthday month is:
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious .Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

The rest of the months:
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

And I tag:-
1. Ken
2. Mice
3. Jan
4. PC

如果你也听说

我发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温热
许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么

只想写一写

分隔两个世界的人, 彼此之间到底还剩下什么呢?
是一份感情?
还是那一份怀念?
又或者是一份真挚的珍惜呢?
没有答案, 也不想伤脑筋去找,
只懂好好地珍惜眼前所有的一切。

工作上的关系, 比以前用中文的机会多了, 连思路也开始用上中文了。Blogging 也用中文了。

2008年, 好多的憧憬。 曾经失去的,开始有了希望,有了憧憬。因为有些东西, 不是得到,就是学到。

开始想念曾经陪我走过的你们, 也谢谢你们。

我也学会煲汤, 也不再去想念那碗曾经热腾腾的花生莲藕。

我也不管了, 只懂关注在我想要的。



我要快乐。