是缘是情是童真还是意外?

珊瑚海

（Jay）
海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上 始终挟带 一抹浅浅的无奈
（Lara）
你用唇语说你要离开（心不在） 那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水 你听明白 不是浪而是泪海
（合）
转身离开 （你有话说不出来） 分手说不出来 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱（给的爱） 差异一直存在 （回不来） 风中尘埃 （等待） 竟累积成伤害
（合）
转身离开 （分手说不出来） 分手说不出来 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你我都） 不够成熟坦白 （不应该） 热情不再 （你的） 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
（Jay）
毁坏的沙雕如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
（Lara）
贝壳里隐藏什么期待（等花儿开） 我们也已经无心再猜
面向海风 咸咸的爱 尝不出还有未来
（合）
转身离开 （你有话说不出来） 分手说不出来 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱（给的爱） 差异一直存在 （回不来） 风中尘埃 （等待） 竟累积成伤害
（合）
转身离开 （分手说不出来） 分手说不出来 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你我都） 不够成熟坦白 （不应该） 热情不再 （你的） 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海

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海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外 还是美丽的邂逅呢？
短时间的相爱， 总好过没爱过，我会珍惜那短暂的幸福, 还有那一份份地感动。

尽然只是一场意外，那还期盼什么呢？

童话般地结局会发生在我身上吗？有一天，我会骑在白马身上吗？

为什么？

好不喜欢这种感觉。
好像没气力，但又好像有一把凶凶烈火在心中燃烧。
交叉路口； 不知何去何从。
曾经平静的心， 再一次乱了。
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？
向左走， 还是向右走呢？

I'm confused, totally confused.
why do the tears fall this time?
simply just because of you, for the very first time, my tears dropped, just because of you.
what does the future hold for me?
and why things happened at this point of time?
and why it is you this time?
only god knows why.
I'm confused, I wanna make this clear and I must make it clear.

4th day in Venice

Today is the 4th day in Venizia. I think I really dun like to live here. I love the place that I belong to, my home. Now is autumn time here, I dun really like the weather here. Branded stuff here is like damn cheap, if you dun convert, just take money to money as it is, you can really carry LV, wear Prada, and walk with Gucci shoes and etc, etc, apart from this, I dun fancy anything else. Oh yea, the scene here is nice. I appreciate the scene here as well.

Then what about People here? Colleagues here are friendly and helpful, thank god. How about Italian guy then? Sucks. Well, may be I have not met any nice guys here. Colleague and I went to a tourist spot, and we were shopping for souvenirs. We were really looking into most of the items in the shop to really choose the thing that we can bring back for our love ones. And you know what, the shopkeeper, a stupid Italian guy told us that our time was over, his tone wasnt friendly. What the heck?! May be that is their way of doing business. And we went to Prada, and this guy who served us, was talking to his colleague with a frustrating-face, and when he turned to serve us, he put on a fake smile to us. Again, What the heck?! I guess they are really rude.

All these incidents, I will blame it on the differences in the culture. So I really wonder why those gals can marry to gwai lou? Oh well, may be I'm not as open as they are.

Well well well, bad things wont always happen. Yesterday when I checked out a shop locates near to my hotel, there's this nice Italian uncle served me. He is really a nice man and the items that he carries in his shop, is really nice too. I love the stocks that he sells, so tonight, I will go back to the shop again to get something else.

Oh yea, I really fancy the local wine here. 1 jug of local wine here costs abt 2-3 euro. I really love the wine here. Every nights after dinner, coll and I sure will order a jug of wine. Well, after drinking, I really can sleep well; otherwise Im sure my sleeping will be 'impacted' due to jet lag.

Ciao

Ciao from Venezia

just log into blogger to post a Hi msg from Venice and my blogger is shown in Italian. And there is no leng jai here in Venice office, what a disappointment!

Update from Spore

Have not really got the time to blog so far, just a quick update here. Ever since I moved to here, everything is good; although I have not really settled with my place yet, as in I need to move out the day bed from my room so that I'll have more spaces which I have not done this part yet, and my wordrobe can only be delivered on this sat, but things seem are working fine so far.

Till then, stay happy

Tight schedule, gosh, cant breathe

It is 1.39am and Im still awake! Gosh, I want my beauty sleep. This is the 2nd sleepless night in this week already. Well, I'm stress. Stress of not finishing the packing. I have a tight schedule I guess. Not so much of starting a new job, but it is moving to another place that caught me in tense. I have actually started packing, well, about 70% done, and I have one whole Friday to pack before I leave on Sat morning. But I guess Friday will be pack for me. I need to go for pedicure, I need to change the money, I need to go to the temple, I have another farewell dinner to attend, and what else? I need to pack!!!

Today is already Wed. After work, I need to rush to One-U, gonna look for a working shoe. Then after that, farewell dinner. Thn back home, hope I can sleep then. After wed, it will be Thurs. My last day of work at PSA. Well, will be a busy day for me to 'exit' from this current company. And then I have to go for my facial after work, then after that, packing I guess. Again, I want a good night sleep.

Well, went for a farewell dinner tonight. Was it a farewell or was it a reunion dinner? I felt like it was more to like a reunion dinner as the old gang sat down together and have sort of a catch-up session. Good to hear that everyone is doing good.

Well, another thing that is bugging me is that, right after I move in, I guess I will not have the time to buy some home stuff together with my housemate. have a chat with my housemate- Ee von and we wished to go Ikea together to hunt for our home stuff. BUt, when is the right time? I am only available on the weeknd that I move in, after that, I will not be in Sg for the other weeknds in Oct-mth already.

Well, well, well...right after I start reporting to the new office, after work, I guess I need to source for my winter clothing. Well, my new office will b giving me a 10 days training course in Venice. It is autumn now and the weather is damn cold, so I must source one before I leave to Venice. Well, over the farewell dinner just now, I did mention to frens that I dun wish the training comes too fast, it is like next weeknd already but yet, Im not prepared for it, at least, I have not got myself things that will keep me warm when Im in there; someone did say that Im afraid of going Venice, that's why I dun wish it to come fast, haha, sorry ya....Im not afraid at all, at the point of knowing this training, I was like jumping up and down. I think the person has misunderstood me. To go for business trip is always my dream and why Should I be afraid of? I'm just not yet prepared for it although I know what I should do for the preparation.

2.18am, I shall sleep.......

farewell invitee list

My coll is arranging a farewell dinner for me. I know about this thru a friend. And I was told, my office enemy/enemies is/are in the list. The coll who is arranging it, will let me view the entire list tomorrow before she's sending out the invitation. Well, I do have couple of enemies in my office. I fight with most of them 'in the dark' most of the times, and under the bright sun, we look like a good team members. U know, being in the corporate world for few years, you know that sometimes you just need to fake it, fake it, u know? But this friend of mine, told me that this particular office enemy of mine who I fought with it under the bright sun is invited. Well, will I be removing the name from the list? Of coz I wont, business is still business. Just let the name appear in the invitation list, and it is up to the enemy if it wanna make a appearance for the dinner. If it does, then I will just treat it as purely business. What's the big deal right?

祝你一路順風

那一天知道你要走
我們一句話也沒說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開你深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最後
我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁
我知道你有千言你有萬語
卻不肯說出口　
你知道我好傷心我好難過
卻不敢說出口
當你背上行囊卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚流在心底
面帶著微笑用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風
當你踏上月台從此一個人走
我只能深深地祝福你
深深的祝福最親愛的朋友　
祝你一路順風

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小学时听这一首歌， 总没想到，这一首歌会套上自己的一天。朋友同事们在karaoke唱这首歌给我听，泪， 掉了。我感觉得到他们的真。 当然， 这一班， 是我信得过而不是所谓的‘surface friends'。

天下有不散之筵席， 如果你问我， 这一次的离开，我伤心吗？我不舍吗？告诉你，我没有， 也许只有那丁点。他曾经告诉我，在还没做出决定时，他会衡量事情的轻重；当时我不明白他所谓的衡量， 现在，终于明白了。

Broken pie, what pie? American pie??

The pie has just broken. I did not shed a tear this time. There is always a limit, dont over do it. Once, I over did it, and I lost something valuable in my life. So I've learnt a lesson not to over do it. I've learnt mine. And I have had enough, I am really having enough.