Timing issue

Sometimes it is sad to see someone now doing things that you used to tell her/him to do last time but he/she just didnt pick up last time. This feeling is just not nice. Timing plays an important part ya. Timing makes things work and vice versa.

Can we control the timing? I think it is out of our control, so, leave it and move on.

To buy list

With a constrained budget I have, tell me please, which option should I go for?

Options:-
A) A PDA/Smart phone only
B) A normal phone + L* purse
C) A normal phone + normal purse
D) A normal phone + FolliFoll** ring
E) L* purse only
F) L* purse + FolliFoll** ring

Aarrrggghhhh!!!!!

Lovely Morning!

There's a boy in my mind and he knows

I am thinking of him

all my way through the day and the night

stars shine above me

he's been gone for sum time

but I know I truly love him

and I am singing a song

hoping he'll be back when he hears it
my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning

shalalala shalala in the sunshine

shalalala shalala in the evening

shalalala shalala just for you!

if your love gone away just like mine

you feel like crying

sing along maybe once

maybe twice lets try it together

sum sweet day no one knows you'll return and you'll be happy

shouting sweet in a song

listen to your heart it is singing
my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning

shalalala shalala in the sunshine

shalalala shalala in the evening

shalalala shalala just for you!

my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning

shalalala shalala in the sunshine

shalalala shalala in the evening

shalalala shalala just for you!
shalalala shalala just for you!

My new nickname

I've got a new nickname in Chinese, "ten ten ten ten"------------ 喻媚.

Why and how do I get this new nickname? Was discussing and 'analysing' about chinese names with a friend, and he 'invented' this name for me. I know it is 'lou tou', but it is just a nickname ;)

I had a dream

Dreamt of you last night. You were with her, in the museum cum hospital. Yea, as usual, I have funny dreams always.

You were with her, at the entrance of a museum. Couldnt see her face in the dream, only saw her back, but I'm sure she is a small size girl with long hair.

And then the scene turned to a hospital. You were holding a baby in your arms, you seemed like the father of the baby. And you were running through the corridor in the hospital, and then you were checking out the rooms in the hospital, anxiously. Were you trying to search for your loved one, the mom of the baby?
I dunno. I dunno. I dunno.

So I woke up from the dream, tears on my pillow and I was, out there on my own.

A Gwai Lou who is wearing a VMware.com T-shirt is in office now. Obviously, he is WHITE, obviously he is IN MY Office, but still, I rushed into him, to check him out. Disappointed, he is not him, only the same T-shirt, they are having.

So I googled what the heck is this VMware that catched my eyes.

Virtualization.

终于看开爱回不来。。。。。。

无间道

曾经以为友情会比爱情来得长久。 今天见证了友情的脆弱。 原来，世界上是没有永恒的。 如果你现在不缺什么， 有一天， 当你老了， 死了， 你将一无所有； 毕竟， 你来这世界上时，你也是一无所有的。

嘿，如果你还读着， 想告诉你， 我终于明白什么是 ‘无间道’了。

无间道， 有几个凡人能愿意走进呢？

我的心真的受伤了

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

MY IMMORTAL

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
me, me

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These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

wounded, is it just only WOUNDED?

my wings were broken, hitted by that pointy arrow.
my body my limps fell from the sky, smashed into pieces till it cant be fixed.
my heart stopped beating,
and i'm running out of blood.
after,
my days become so cold.
my world turns into darkness
my soul then went wandering,
went wandering, wandering.......................my soul...........................

Gone, let it be and let it be gone ........gone........let it be gone.......................................................

I'm singing for you,

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

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Sad Movies always make me cryyy.. Cryyy
Said he had to work so I went to the show alone
They turned down the lights and turned the projector on
And just as the news of the world started to begin
I saw my darling and my best friend walk in
So I was sitting where they didn't see
And so they sat right down infront of me
And when he kissed her lips I almost died
and in the middle of the color cartoon I started to cry
OOO.......Sad movies always make my cry
OOO.......Sad movies always make me cry
And so i got up and slowly walked on home
My momma saw the tears and asked what's wrong
And so to keep form telling her a lie
I just said sad movie always make me cry
OOO.......Sad movies always make me cry
OOO....... Sad movies always make me cry ryy......ryy.....!

They asked me how I knew
My true love was trueI
of course replied
"Something here inside
Cannot be denied"
They said someday you'll find
All who love are blind
When your heart's on fire
You don't realise
Smoke gets in your eyes
So I chaffed and I gaily laughed
To think they would doubt my love
Yet today, my love has flown away
I am without my love
Now laughing friends deride
Tears I cannot hide
So I smile and say
"When a lovely flame dies,
Smoke gets in your eyes."

Sanctuary Indulgence

'Indulged' myself at Sanctuary after my business. Business was pretty good. Happy. Smokes got into my eyes, alchohol ran into my veins. House music was pumping into my mind. Happy.
Sanctuary, literally means shelter. But why, there's rain in this place of safety.

Happy Day

Got myself Eason & Leo Ku CD and a Starbucks mug finally. hAppY!

I was not a chicken rice person. Only when I had nothing much to eat, or when I had not much choices to choose, then I'll go for chicken rice. But recently, I crave for chicken rice. I miss block 28 chicken rice. Now, drinking Pokka green tea, I miss the chicken rice even more.

Not bad afterall.

伯母称赞我大方得体。(暗爽，嘻嘻）

New year resolutions seem are going on well, keep it up!