coffee

i didnt take my morning coffee for 4 consecutive morning already, to be precise, i didnt take a single cup of coffee for4 consecutive days already. Usually, I drink at least one cup in a day. I slept about 3-4 hours for the past 3 nights but i'm still surviving and energetic without coffee, suprisingly ya.

Flaws in me

....if I never has a flaw in me, I will the God....

life is vulnerable

my fren met an accident. she broke her leg. it was supposed a happy family trip to china, but thing just turned out bad...turned out ugly... on her way to the airport, she and her family got hit by a lost control car. she broke her leg... her whole family is now in the hospital... life is vulnerable huh... god bless all of you out there...

the sign

i went to the bed at 11pm. i couldn't sleep so i got up. so many things hapening at one go recently... so much things to think of now... are these all messages from the God? God is giving me a test now? God wanna test if im strong enough? God wanna test on my patience? what else? God wanna test if i do what im supposed to do?

the day you went away

2 apr - 3rd day you went away

woke up in the morning, still missing you... had simple brunch and reading my book till the afternoon and then took a naptreated my family dinner and then went back home, continue reading till i went off to the bed. emotionally, getting better.

3 apr - 4th day you went away
emotionally, im doing well today. Talked to one of my dearss this morning, feel so much better now. Thank you my dearie. and how, guess what? im so fucking angry wif my work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the day you went away

31 mar - the day you went away

i went to work as usual, although tears dropped on way down from your home. emotionally unstable. after work, had dinner with fenny who went back from vietnam and then went to rokaro with mf and adrian. we used to hang out there together . purposely dedicated the song "dao tai". the band that used to perform is no longer performing there, wasnt really enjoy. Got a summon on that night because I parked my car "illegaly". damn it.

1 apr - the 2nd day you went away

woke up in the morning, thinking of you were not here, i cried. emotionally, again unstable. in the afternoon i went for facial and walked around the mall alone to buy some stuff. i used to do all these alone when we havent got together. luckily, emotionally, i was doing fine. in the evening, had dinner with uncle & auntie and then went back home. after shower, while i was reading mag, i came to think of it, life is really not that bad afterall. so, as promised, i will do fine, i will be well. please dun worry about me

what will i be doing tomorrow? i will blog it tomorrow.